I've Been feeling down Depressed and Unmotivated, Can anyone help me get back on my feet and Enjoy life again?

Buddy hang on it there, in time things will getting better trust me. Last year i was so down my gf dumped me and everything was going wrong but i knew things would get better in time and they did. You say you want to be loved but remember it helps if you love yourself first. You got your whole life in front of you and btw try to talk to someone about being gay that i'm sure will help you a lot even if its on the net. Take care and goodluck